現在幾點: 2009年2月9日 16:41
你的全名: tan wai wai
你現在正在听谁的歌：not listening to anything
你在哪裡讀書(工作): 拉曼大學in kampar
你最後吃的一樣東西是什麼:朋友de maggie mee
現在天氣：很热
戴隱形眼鏡嗎: 没有
上一次生日蛋糕上蠟燭的數目: 一支大，九支小
你通常吹熄這些蠟燭的日期：17/08
你家養過什麼:dogs, fish, turtles, chickens, duck, rabbit, hamster, birds
星座: leo
兄弟姊妹跟他們的年紀:dun have brother or sister
眼珠顏色: dunno
耳朵有幾個洞: 沒有
有刺青嗎: 没有
喜歡你目前的生活嗎: not really
出生地: the hospital next to tung shin
目前居住地：house
喝過酒嗎：yes
覺得自己花心嗎：sometimes
曾經出過車禍嗎: 沒有
暗戀過人嗎: duh... of course lar
不敢跟人告白嗎：no, but it's a stupid thing to do
喜歡吃啥麼東西: rice, mee, porridge, chicken, beef, mutton, pork, chocolate,honey, chilli, bread, bread with butter and kaya, bread with chickenfloss, bread with peanut butter, biscuit, cake, junk food, sweets,apple, pear, orange, banana, durian, grapes, mangoes, an alot of other things
喜歡喝什麼: friut juices, coffee, tea, limau ais, horlic(dunno how to spell), leong cha, water, red wine, white wine, heneiken, hotchocolate, and many more
最喜歡的顏色:藍色
喜歡的數字：8
喜歡看哪一種的電影:all except horror and romance
最喜歡的卡通人物或品牌：spongebob squarepants
最懷念的日子: my first 10km marathon
喜歡的花：i dun like flowers
最怕遇到的人：recently it's the scary econs teacher
喜歡的運動：jogging and running
喜歡的冰淇淋種纇: made of ice, not cream
最怕什麼東西：failure
喜歡看的電視台:ntv7,8tv, aec, disney, nikelodeon, axn, hallmark
如果有來世，你最想當：no such thing
討厭做的事: karaoke, yum cha, homework, housework, COOKING, etc
討厭別人做什麼：ignore me, hurt me
擅長的事: 發呆！
上次上醫院是什麼時候: 探病
以後想做什麼職業：ceo or boss
你覺得自己十年後會在哪裡: in the world
無聊的時候你大多做些什麼: playing guitar, reading, sleeping, daydreaming
世上最惱人的事：daily chores
全世界最好的事：salvation
目前有男(女)友：目前没有
沒把握的事情態度如何:try, ask, learn
如果有人誤會你，你會:depends on who is it, i'll be either sad or mad
如果有人誤會你，又不聽你的解釋:same, depends on who is it, i'll either try harder ordon't bother
有想過要怎麼對付你討厭的人嗎：no, but i'm tempted to
你認為你的另一半幫你付錢是理所當然的嗎：sometimes
現在心裡最想念的人是誰：mummy n daddy
要幾歲結婚：28
依你心裡滴覺得重要度先後排列：God, family, studies/career, money
今天心情好嗎：good, cuz i get to on9
有想過要自殺嗎：没有
現在幾點了：2009年2月9日 17:34

Prayer Requests

my rotting blog is finally unrotting itself now.....!!!! (ok, that sounds lame)
anyway i'll continue blogging after i go back to kampar.....cuz i got sooooooo much free time on my hands.
i got some prayer requests, so here it goes

1. pray for unity and peace in families
2. pray for healing for my aunt, cuz she had just been diagnosed with cancer ; and another aunty who has seious athsma and constipation and going for operation; and all my friends who are getting cough and flu so VERY often
3. pray for the salvation of my dear friends yann mei and than foong
4. pray for a revival that will start in each and every heart

The prayer list goes on and on, but i won't put it all down.

As you are reading this, I hope that you can say a short simple prayer.

Well........ thanks

一个像夏天一个像秋天

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歌曲名：一个像夏天一个像秋天
歌手/乐队：范玮琪
编配者（转载来源）:网络
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C Am
第一次见面看你不太顺眼

C G
谁知道后来关係那麼密切

F C
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天

F G
却总能把冬天变成了春天

C Am
妳拖我离开一场爱的风雪

C G
我揹妳逃出一次梦的断裂

F C
遇见一个人然后生命全改变

F G
原来不是恋爱才有的情节

C G
如果不是你我不会相信

Em F
朋友比情人还死心塌地

C Am
就算我忙恋爱 把你冷冻结冰

F G
你也不会恨我 只是骂我几句

C G
如果不是你我不会确定

Em F
朋友比情人更懂得倾听

C Am
我的弦外之音 我的有口无心

F G C
我离不开Darling更离不开你

Dm G
你了解我所有得意的东西

Em Am
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形

Dm G
你知道我所有丢脸的事情

F G
却為我的美好形象保密

D A
如果不是你我不会相信

F#m G
朋友比情人还死心塌地

D Bm
就算我忙恋爱 把你冷冻结冰

G A
你也不会恨我 只是骂我几句

D A
如果不是你我不会确定

F#m G
朋友比情人更懂得倾听

D Bm
我的弦外之音 我的有口无心

G A D
我离不开Darling更离不开你

吉他谱 http://www.jitapu.com

宝贝

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歌曲名：宝贝
歌手/乐队：张悬
编配者（转载来源）: 不着调的大疯狗
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【宝贝】 (BigCrazyDog修正版本)
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作词：张悬 / 作曲：张悬 / 唱：张悬
Capo：0 Key：C Play：C
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[前奏] C Em7 Fmaj7 G7 * 2
:
C Em7 Fmaj7 G7
我的宝贝宝贝 给你一点甜甜 让你今夜都好眠
我的宝贝宝贝 给你一点甜甜 让你今夜很好眠

C Em7 Fmaj7 G7
我的小鬼小鬼 逗逗你的眉眼 让你喜欢这世界
我的小鬼小鬼 捏捏你的笑脸 让你喜欢整个明天

C Am Fmaj7 G7
哇拉拉拉拉拉　我的宝贝 倦的时候有个人陪

C Am Fmaj7 G7 C C
哎呀呀呀呀呀　我的宝贝 让你知道 你最美 :

C Am Fmaj7 G7
哇拉拉拉拉拉　我的宝贝 孤单时有人把你想念

C Am Fmaj7 G7 C C
哎呀呀呀呀呀　我的宝贝 让你知道 你最美


[间奏] C Em7 Fmaj7 G7
C Am Fmaj7 G7


C Am Fmaj7 G7
哇拉拉拉拉拉　我的宝贝 倦的时候有个人陪

C Am Fmaj7 G7 C C
哎呀呀呀呀呀　我的宝贝 让你知道 你最美 [Fine]

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C ：332010 Em7：020030 Fmaj7：003210 Am：002210
G7：320001

吉他谱 http://www.jitapu.com/

growing up

It's been a long time since i blogged, due to the very extremely stressful final exams that just passed. I'm grateful for being able to go to Kampar, thank God that He let me serve Him there, I actually learned alot. Growing up mentally as well as spiritually, being more independant brought me to realize how much i depended on my parents to solve all my problems for me in the past. i didn't grow much physically though, i just got skinnier and darker (which is no good) (i will never understand the people who really wants to be skinny and dark)

Anyway, I just started working and I love my job, I'm working in a law firm (kinda small but i think i can call it a firm) as a clerk. Sorting out documents and filing is the basic thing I do, I got to learn alot while working here, it's like being paid to learn.... I love it.

I got great colleagues and a really friendly boss, although I have to take the extremely crowded buses to work, have to wake up super early and eat terrifyingly expensive lunches, I think it's still worth it.

Growing old is inevitable, but growing up is optional.

ipoh !

The famous ipoh white coffee







Ipoh "gon low" mee (with tauge)







the blouse i bought !!








i love shopping so much.....







My bus tiket to and from ipoh

Thou Shall not GOSSIP

Today i witnessed the terrifying damage that gossip can do. And i learned a painful lesson.
The story goes like this......A,B and C were having group discussion, they got really bored and started to gossip about people they know. D came after A left, then B,C and D continued the gossiping. But after the discussion, D went to share the gossip with her friends, which is the person that A,B,C and D were gossiping about. Then when the person, E involved in the gossip knew about it, they(E and gang) got really angry.
Cut the long story short, they nearly had a fight and everybody was upset.
don't understand? never mind........but you must remember........DO NOT GOSSIP !

Moral of story : THOU SHALL NOT GOSSIP !!!!

Household Tips

Ants Problem:
Keep the skin of cucumbers near the place or ant hole.

To get pure and clean ice:
Boil water first before freezing.

To make the mirror shine:
Clean with spirit

To remove chewing gum from clothes:
Keep the cloth in the freezer for an hour.

To whiten white clothes
Soak white clothes in hot water with a slice of lemon for 10 minutes 10.

To give a shine to hair:
Add one teaspoon of vinegar to hair, then wash hair.

To get maximum juice out of lemons:
Soak lemons in hot water for one hour, and then juice them.

To avoid smell of cabbage while cooking:
Keep a piece of bread on the cabbage in the vessel while cooking.

To rid the smell of fish from your hands:
Wash your hands with a little apple vinegar.

To avoid tears while cutting onions:
Chew gum.

To boil potatoes quickly:
Skin one potato from one side only before boiling.

To boil eggs quickly:
Add salt to the water and boil.

To check freshness of fish:
Put it in a bowl of cold water. If the fish floats, it's fresh.

To check freshness of eggs:
Put the egg in water. If it becomes horizontal, it's fresh. If it becomes slanting, its 3-4 days old. If it becomes vertical, its 10 days old. If it floats, it's stale.

To remove ink from clothes:
Put toothpaste on the ink spots generously and let it dry completely, then wash.

To skin sweet potatoes quickly:
Soak in cold water immediately after boiling.

To get rid of mice or rats:
Sprinkle black pepper in places where you find mice or rats. They will run away.

www.FunAndFunOnly.net

bicycle accident 2

4th August 2008, Monday


Today I nearly got into 2 bicycle accidents, first was on my way to school, a girl was riding her bike without looking in front, coming from the opposite direction, I already slowed down and moved towards the side, but apparently she was looking at her tag or shirt or something… then she banged me slightly on my right pinkie, it was no big deal but I’m going to have a lump on my finger tomorrow, if didn’t slow down or move towards the side, we were going to collide and both of us would be in trouble. Second incident was on my way back from school, a “smart” guy was practicing riding the bike without holding the handles, meaning=no hands, he swayed from left to right to left, well you get the idea…then at one point when he slowed down I gained speed to ‘cut’ him, he couldn’t really control the bike and nearly crashed into me, good thing he braked in time,
Or else I would have another set of injuries. Now I’m sick and wounded, I just want to be left alone. Go away.

“When you planted a kiss in the valley of my shoulder”

4th August 2008, Monday

“When you planted a kiss in the valley of my shoulder”
* text Yasmin Ahmad

“When you planted a kiss in the valley of my shoulder,
my lips were parted, but I was not speaking;
my eyes were closed, but I was never more awake;
I stopped breathing, but I was never more alive.

Today,
somewhere along the face of the earth,
rocks are descending and ships are dying.
Hungry fires roar through the gaping mouths
of concrete dragons.
The plains are grazed by poisoned cattle
and the sky is black and choking with greed.

But tonight,
in a sleepy flat in Klang Valley,
for one brief moment,
every clock and every watch in every room
stopped moving.
I smelled distant jasmine and tuberoses.
My tongue was laced with the aftertaste
of honey and almonds
and long lost hopes.
And in that brief, translucent moment,
the dead and wrinkled skin of my past
fell in a heap at my feet.

For once,
the arrows of time missed me,
the breath of angels embraced me,
when you kissed me
in the valley of my shoulder.”

Taken from jiao feng magazine, issue no. 498, pg131
http://www.sc.edu.my/jiaofeng/index.html
Blog — http://chaofoon.wordpress.com

Hear children worship

3rd August 2008 , Sunday

In Wesley Methodist church of Kampar, I’m serving in the children ministry once again, it’s part of my life and I really enjoy the worship of little children

Matthew 21:14-16
14 Then the blind and the lame came to Him in the temple, and He healed them.
15 But when the chief priest and the scribes saw the wonderful things that He did, and the children crying out in the temple and saying, “Hosanna to the Son of David!” they were indignant*
16 and said to Him, “Do You hear what these are saying?” And Jesus said to them, “Yes, Have you never read,
‘Out of the mouth of babes and nursing infants
You have perfected praise’?”

*indignant = angry because of an unfair situation or about someone’s unfair behavior

Children here sing with all their hearts and it really touched me when I hear them singing to the Lord, it’s so genuine, so pure, so real, no mask, no other intentions. We should learn from the children, seriously. It’s not about fancy music or about getting ourselves emotionally high, it’s just praising the God we love, the God who created us and gave us a place to belong, it so beautiful. No words can describe that kind of simple adoration.
I love it :-)

When I fall

Saturday, 2nd July 2008

I fell down from my bike, it’s not really painful but I enjoy people ‘sayang’ me after the fall J
I was carrying my laptop to my friend’s (turtle) house to watch a movie and to surf the web, because there is Internet access in her house. On my way there I tried to turn up to a sidewalk(in Westlake), which is slightly higher than the road (see pic) normally I would have been able to ride up straight without stopping, but then maybe the laptop was too heavy, I cannot climb the gap and my wheel banged into the sidewalk (or should I say got tangled?), then ‘BAM!’ I fell. I fell on my right cheek and my left leg was also injured, I didn’t realize the seriousness of my fall until my friend told me that my face was bleeding. Then I had bruises on both my legs and shoulder, I felt like someone had just slapped me real hard, it wasn’t excruciating pain but it was still pain lar. Good thing nothing happened to the laptop, or else I would have panicked. I was so touched when my friend (shu-huei a.k.a turtle) came to pick me up and helped me to carry my laptop, then when I went to her house she gave me some dettol to put on my face and on my knee, this made me more grateful to her. Thank God for this good friend, I pray that God will bless her, and one day she will get to know my savior which is the greatest gift of all.

When I fall,
I don’t need a friend to tell me that I’m clumsy,
I need a friend to lift me up and aid my wounds.

It’s not easy to find a friend to trust in; friends that cannot lift you out of a valley but can walk with you through it, friends that comfort you and not laugh at you, friends that don’t leave you because you are not interesting or good enough, friends that encourage, friends that pray for you……
I want to thank God for giving me such good friends in Kampar, but in the end there is no friend better than Jesus, for He changed me from the inside out, he make me able to rejoice in times of suffering because I know I can put my trust in Him, He made me strong when I’m weak, “for My strength is made perfect in your weakness”, only my God can remove my internal scars, only my God can do miraculous wonders, my God wiped away my tears and gave me a sweet to eat :-)

Sore throat + flu + going to have a fever

1st July 2008 , Friday

I’m sick…… *goo dripping out of nose* I have a MAJOR headache. I cannot think straight, I cannot walk straight, I just want to sleep. Good thing today only got 2 lectures, can ponteng J first time I got sick since I came to Kampar, I thought I was never gonna get sick, but now (wakakaka) I’m sick! Ok, my brain is not functioning properly now J I’m a little bored and I was hoping that something different would happen, maybe like GETTING SICK ahahaha. I sound plain weird *evil laugh*

Life is so peaceful here, nice scenery, it’s so pleasant, so hard to get sick, maybe there are less virus in Kampar also J but the weather this week is SO bad, there was no rain for the whole week and we felt like “steamed bao”. It’s that terribly hot sun again, and the “best” part is that we have to cycle around (Time to buy sun block…) all those who wish to get a nice tan should came to Kampar and cycle with me under the o-my-goodness-so-so-so-hot sun. WAAKAKAKAKA.

I don’t belong here

It is the only sentence to describe how I feel now. I feel left out and alone, Jesus, be my comfort and my guide.

Loneliness

I feel so alone in a crowd, I feel so alone in my class, I feel so alone among my ‘friends’. Don’t know why I feel so depressed. There are so many people around, although I’m talking with them, laughing with them, I still feel so lonely. Maybe I’ve too much free time, and I’ve used this free time to become depressed. When I shared this in the cg, the advice I got was to talk to God. It really reminded me to trust God more… (thanks for the advice)

Dear Lord, You are the alpha and omega, the beginning and the end, the holy savior that died on the cross for my sins that I may receive salvation, my heavenly father who accepts me for who I am. I pray that You forgive me for not reading the bible everyday, forgive me for not praying when I’m supposed to, forgive me for sometimes being a bad testimony to my friends, although I try so hard not to, forgive me for delaying the gospel. I pray that You teach me to be a better disciple. I thank You for taking care of “yu zhao a yee”, thank You for making her sufferings lighter, if it is according to Your will, I pray that You remove all the cancerous cells in her body, she still has the burning passion to serve You. Oh Lord, if it’s according to Your will, heal her. She can be a living testimony, to glorify Your name. I thank You for always being there to listen to my cries, I pray that You give me inner peace to conquer all the troubles the world can throw at me, through Your mighty power I can conquer all things. I thank You for placing me in such a friendly church, with so many great people, pray that will be people after Your heart, that they may delight in Your presence, and live up to their fullest potential. Thank You for giving me the strength to continue on, keep running the marathon of my life J. I want to pray for fei miao and dadi, pray that You grant dadi good health, heal all the sickness in his body. I pray for fei miao, pray that her book will be successful, I pray that her ministry will bring You glory.
I also want to pray for Pastor Lily, grant her Your peace that surpasses all understanding, grant her a heart made of gold, grant her strength to carry on (sounds like the prayer for myself tim…) may she place all her burdens at Your feet, learn to depend on You more than anything else in the world, let her faith grow tremendously, be her Jehovah Raah, be her shepherd . I want to pray for Than Foong and Yann Mei, I pray that they will learn to acknowledge You, I pray that You will bless them in their studies, I pray that I’ll be a good testimony to them, teach me to be a salt and light unto my friends. I want to pray for dab, pray that she will grow deeper and deeper in love with You, let her desire to accomplish Your wills. I also want to pray for ama, pray that she focus on You whenever she feels alone, letting go of all the fears in life and to depend on You fully. Pray for my own spiritual life, I want to draw closer to You, I offer my life to You, everything I’ve been through, use it for You glory, Lord I offer my days to You, lifting my praise to You, as a living sacrifice, Lord I offer You my life. I pray for wisdom, I desire to know more about You, know more about Your word, sometimes I think a lot about the purpose of life, and I know everything happens for a purpose and plan, I pray that You make my life purposeful for You in Kampar, here am I, send me. Lord, prepare me to be a sanctuary; pure and holy, tried and true, with thanksgiving, I’ll be a living sanctuary for You. I pray for fresh anointing everyday, and desire for You more and more each day. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.