FRUSTRATED

I feel frustrated at myself

I get really annoyed when I make a mistake,say something wrong,and especially when I forget things.

Why am I such an idiot ?!!!!

I just feel like tearing something apart

I'm losing control,losing concentration,losing a lot.

I shouldn't be so uptight,but then again,I can't seem to forgive myself.

What a way to start a sem

I had a really great time during my sem break, went to a lot of places, well not really a lot but I did plenty of shoppin !!! haha.I even worked! But then that was only for 2 days, in aunty rebecca's kindergarten.The one great part was I went Palace of the Golden Horses with my parents,stayed in the 6 star room,talk about luxury!

I started the sem with many new surprises and got myself involved in many things *cough cough*

Now I'm dead broke,my phone bill reached RM 158 (Thanks to me who kept using the phone to call),my new acoustic guitar costs RM 1500 (came with casing and a mini amp),my house rental(as usual)is RM 150,unit exemption fee for bahasa kebangsaan is RM 100 (UTAR wants to dig our pockets dry),summore this sem I'm using the car, therefore need to pump petrol,need to buy tickets to use the swimming pool,need to pay my friend for buying the swimming cap and goggles.

As you can see.....I badly need to save money,I shall cook at home and try to save up on other expenses.

SAVE MONEY !!!!!