This post is like a collection of thoughts I just wanted to record down.
I've been emo-ing about the things I shouldn't be, I tend to think too much when I have a lot of free time, an idle mind is a devil's workshop (that's what my dad always tell me)
Wondering why things happen, wondering why people behave the way they do, why do we treat people differently? The world ain't fair, but life still goes on. Thank God that He still is in control of my life.
I'm quite occupied at the moment and find it difficult to have time with God, the theory is: "If I have time for everyone else but God, what's the point?"
But it's still hard, something seems to always pop up the moment I say :"ok, quiet time NOW"
OK, NOW, AFTER THIS BLOG POST I'M GOING TO DO MY QUIET TIME!
Hmm..... oh ya, one more thing
You see people, blogging can be very dangerous, so we must beware of what we write in our blogs, as we live in "boleh"land, we must voice out our opinions in a very subtle manner on different things that are happening around us.
I have no wish to continue here, people, I hope that some people would care more for the country
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Thursday, January 7, 2010
10 days without you
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(We were talking on the phone)
You said : Lets play a game
I said : Ok, why not? I love games
You said : Lets have no connection with each other for 10 days, starting right after this phone call, no sms, no call, no facebook, no nothing.... whoever contacts the other party would have lost the game
I said : Any exceptions?
You said : Apart from emergencies like car accidents or anything like that, absolutely no contact
I said : What happen if you lose? Any consequences?
You said : If you lose, I'll think of a punishment, if I lose, you think of one
I said : Ok, but 10 days is so long, I'm going to miss you so much
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So here I go, agreeing to this game, not a bad idea too.....
Maybe our sms-es are getting too draggy? Maybe you want to save up on your phone bill?
All maybe's, I don't know, all I know is I'm missing you alot
DAY 1
It's 10:32pm, you called, we had this small talk on the game, can't believe you actually counted down on the number of days before I go back, awww.... so touched. Then you suggested the game and I agreed. We talked for 57 minutes and 37 seconds. It was so hard for me to put down the phone, knowing I would not hear your voice for another 10 days. Technically today is not day 1, maybe I should put it as night 1...... haha, but anyway I'm going to SUPER MISS you...... *sobs* . I deleted your number, so that I can control myself when I have the sudden urge to call you.
DAY 2
Another day of errands, I can't get you out of my mind. You are like a drug, I'm so addicted to you. And..... I also memorized your phone number, seeing that I deleted it (no point right? but anyway..... haha..... I do lots of stupid things) Missing you so much that I had to blog about it. But I know you don't read my blog...... so ... haiz.... nvm. I want to hug you, talk to you, but I had to control myself.
My results are out, I want to share this news with you, but I simply cannot, I'm beginning to think that this game is lousy.
I'm tired of going pasar malam, even shopping ! I just want to see you.
DAY 3
I'm so not used to this. Waking up in the morning and not seeing your message on my phone. I woke up especially early to check my results, haiz, "I got a B for OB !" I want to tell you, but you see......... thanks to this game I cannot.
DAY 4
Another uneventful day. I'm in day 4 and I'm still missing you, staying at home too long has really played tricks on my mind, watching movies the whole day didn't really help. Hmmm.... remember to study hard for your exam ya, remember to do quiet time.... haha..... getting more and more 'cheong hei' already.
DAY 5
When I read back on my day 1 to day 4 posts I feel like...... YER...... why I write until so geli 1 ?
HAHA...... Today I'm quite used to not talking to you, not hearing from you, not as anxious anymore. Come to think of it, sometimes my walk with God could turn into something like this too, when I stop talking to Him for a few days, it feels uneasy at first, but then later on it becomes ok, I'm used to the feeling, and if I drag on, I might even think that my life can go pretty well without God. Complacency. Dangerous.
DAY 6
Today I went to mid valley with my dearest XXXXXXX (it's complicated) to watch Avatar in 3D !!! Hah..... who ask you go and watch first..... bler. The show was really nice in 3D....! Today staying over in PJ and going home tomorrow. Wondering what you are doing nowadays...studying? facebook-ing? futsal-ing? sleeping? (by the way you sleep too much)
Anyway, 4 more days to go before I go back..... Can't wait !! HEHE
DAY 7
Yea, I'm finally at day 7. Can't believe I'm hearing myself say that I can't wait to go back to Kampar, I used to dread going back there. Sure.... Kampar is a beautiful town with wonderful people, scenery and food, but then leaving KL means leaving home, pampering (from mummy), shopping, the cinema or any form of entertainment, once you are in Kampar, you feel like you are trapped in that small small small small small (you get my point) place away from everything you have grown so used to.
DAY 8
Urgh....... 头痛的一天。太讨厌了，简单的事情都不能解决。整天吵架，烦死我了。
How I wish you were here.
2 more days to go..... haha, going back soon soon......
Helped my mom do the company accounts today, accounts are a pain! All the figures are making my head explode ! I detest doing accounts ! Salute to all accountants out there. How you people do this kind of job???? It's just plain complicated.
DAY 9
This post is getting abit boring, no? 但无论如何我还是要把它完成。
今天继续做Ａｃｃ，头痛！
没有特别的情绪，明天要回去了！哈哈哈哈哈哈
DAY 10
Finally I reached day 10, muahahaha. Back in kampar, a mixed feeling of joy and sadness. Just plain complicated. HAHA. Anyway, what do I have to say? nothing ! the story ends here.
(We were talking on the phone)
You said : Lets play a game
I said : Ok, why not? I love games
You said : Lets have no connection with each other for 10 days, starting right after this phone call, no sms, no call, no facebook, no nothing.... whoever contacts the other party would have lost the game
I said : Any exceptions?
You said : Apart from emergencies like car accidents or anything like that, absolutely no contact
I said : What happen if you lose? Any consequences?
You said : If you lose, I'll think of a punishment, if I lose, you think of one
I said : Ok, but 10 days is so long, I'm going to miss you so much
*******************************************
So here I go, agreeing to this game, not a bad idea too.....
Maybe our sms-es are getting too draggy? Maybe you want to save up on your phone bill?
All maybe's, I don't know, all I know is I'm missing you alot
DAY 1
It's 10:32pm, you called, we had this small talk on the game, can't believe you actually counted down on the number of days before I go back, awww.... so touched. Then you suggested the game and I agreed. We talked for 57 minutes and 37 seconds. It was so hard for me to put down the phone, knowing I would not hear your voice for another 10 days. Technically today is not day 1, maybe I should put it as night 1...... haha, but anyway I'm going to SUPER MISS you...... *sobs* . I deleted your number, so that I can control myself when I have the sudden urge to call you.
DAY 2
Another day of errands, I can't get you out of my mind. You are like a drug, I'm so addicted to you. And..... I also memorized your phone number, seeing that I deleted it (no point right? but anyway..... haha..... I do lots of stupid things) Missing you so much that I had to blog about it. But I know you don't read my blog...... so ... haiz.... nvm. I want to hug you, talk to you, but I had to control myself.
My results are out, I want to share this news with you, but I simply cannot, I'm beginning to think that this game is lousy.
I'm tired of going pasar malam, even shopping ! I just want to see you.
DAY 3
I'm so not used to this. Waking up in the morning and not seeing your message on my phone. I woke up especially early to check my results, haiz, "I got a B for OB !" I want to tell you, but you see......... thanks to this game I cannot.
DAY 4
Another uneventful day. I'm in day 4 and I'm still missing you, staying at home too long has really played tricks on my mind, watching movies the whole day didn't really help. Hmmm.... remember to study hard for your exam ya, remember to do quiet time.... haha..... getting more and more 'cheong hei' already.
DAY 5
When I read back on my day 1 to day 4 posts I feel like...... YER...... why I write until so geli 1 ?
HAHA...... Today I'm quite used to not talking to you, not hearing from you, not as anxious anymore. Come to think of it, sometimes my walk with God could turn into something like this too, when I stop talking to Him for a few days, it feels uneasy at first, but then later on it becomes ok, I'm used to the feeling, and if I drag on, I might even think that my life can go pretty well without God. Complacency. Dangerous.
DAY 6
Today I went to mid valley with my dearest XXXXXXX (it's complicated) to watch Avatar in 3D !!! Hah..... who ask you go and watch first..... bler. The show was really nice in 3D....! Today staying over in PJ and going home tomorrow. Wondering what you are doing nowadays...studying? facebook-ing? futsal-ing? sleeping? (by the way you sleep too much)
Anyway, 4 more days to go before I go back..... Can't wait !! HEHE
DAY 7
Yea, I'm finally at day 7. Can't believe I'm hearing myself say that I can't wait to go back to Kampar, I used to dread going back there. Sure.... Kampar is a beautiful town with wonderful people, scenery and food, but then leaving KL means leaving home, pampering (from mummy), shopping, the cinema or any form of entertainment, once you are in Kampar, you feel like you are trapped in that small small small small small (you get my point) place away from everything you have grown so used to.
DAY 8
Urgh....... 头痛的一天。太讨厌了，简单的事情都不能解决。整天吵架，烦死我了。
How I wish you were here.
2 more days to go..... haha, going back soon soon......
Helped my mom do the company accounts today, accounts are a pain! All the figures are making my head explode ! I detest doing accounts ! Salute to all accountants out there. How you people do this kind of job???? It's just plain complicated.
DAY 9
This post is getting abit boring, no? 但无论如何我还是要把它完成。
今天继续做Ａｃｃ，头痛！
没有特别的情绪，明天要回去了！哈哈哈哈哈哈
DAY 10
Finally I reached day 10, muahahaha. Back in kampar, a mixed feeling of joy and sadness. Just plain complicated. HAHA. Anyway, what do I have to say? nothing ! the story ends here.
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