0.06

I don't know I should be really happy or sad.

My results for the last semester came out. 3A- , 2B+
My GPA is 3.5400
CGPA is 3.3400
I only need 0.06 more to enter Dean's list's (GPA 3.6)
Urghhh......
I know I should be happy for passing all my subjects, and don't need to repeat anything (phew...) which would cost me a bomb and consume alot of my time and energy for next semester.
But then.....
I only need 0.06 more......
How can this be ?!

But then I also want to thank God, no matter what, and helping me go through my TORTURING exams, I know I couldn't have gotten these grades by my own strength because I was sick for the whole study week, after that needed time to recover and could not really concentrate.
Went through roller-coaster emotions, missed my family, started to feel lonely and all kinds of weird stuff, started to think too much.
When I look back I realize how much God has helped me.
Another similar incident would be in primary school when I was standard 4, I was sick for a month and in the end I came out the top in the class, getting me my very first no. 1 !
I'm not boasting, don't get me wrong. I'm just saying that my source of strength comes from my Lord and God, my Redeemer, my Jehovah Rah.