I need a break

I typed and deleted and typed and deleted this post many times
Thinking of whether or not to post this
It makes me feel so vulnerable

I'm so tired now, I need a break
It's not like being only physically tired but also mentally tired
I keep setting goals for myself
Expectations
Hopes
But now, I just want to let it all go
And I question myself "Is it all worthwhile?"
'Not my will but Yours be done'

I need somebody I can depend on......
Thank You Jesus for never leaving me nor forsaking me
Thank God for good friends
I owe a big thank you to them
So here it goes.......
THANKS !!!!!